How do I receive love?
answers from the divine feminine
God, are you there? I feel despair. I feel so much pain, I am suffocating under it. I feel so lonely. I do not know what to do— how do I recover? How do I heal? How do I let go, of him, of all the men, of wanting and needing a love I can never have— I feel I will never have.
The answer is love. It’s loving Him. Loving Him by freeing Him. Freeing yourself from trying to make Him be a way you can love falsely, dear girl.
Shame is not welcome here.
A circle of protection is cast around you, child. We cannot show and unveil all yet, for you will see again in time— you are still in the cocoon making the most glorious butterfly.
You are right—you’ve been taking masks off and giving them to the fire. Thank them for the protection and defense they gave you as they did.
This behavior with Him, it’s another mask. A mask of protection. From more hurt. From the effects of your family and the hurt their own hurt caused you. This is the next mask. Taking it off is very painful but look and see all your victories over the others so far.
Tender hearted child, how deep is the well in your heart. The steam of your womb rises of wisdom, care, and so much love. The choice is yours from here.
You always have choice. We cannot show you or guide you.
Listen to your heart. Let your emotions sing their needs. Listen within.
This journey has been soul forging in a way none with no other has. You’ve given your heart, offered it again and again. That is brave, and you are darling.
He does love you. And He is trying. And He is growing.
Consider what you truly need to be on your highest, most loving and truthest path. Can you still be open? What is left you can give to and receive with Him? Can you receive?
Can you receive?